It’s 2 am, feeling like I just lost a friend…
Cause I did. Yeah, I’m quoting Taylor Swift. Sue me.
(Just continuing the tradition of whining my ass off xD)
You see, I’ve always sucked at keeping my friends. Possibly even more than I suck at, you know, actually making friends.
Okaay, that’s not exactly true, I do have friends, I’m really glad I get to hang out with them and we cry on each other’s shoulder about how we suck at life, and how life sucks and other awesome stuff like that. (We actually have fun, too, though. Sometimes while crying on each other’s shoulders about how the world sucks. We’re just that good. But, seriously, have you ever tried being really fucking happy while being really fucking sad? You should, it’s a life changing experience. xD Anyway, I should probably do that “end parentheses” thing already… Just one more thing: you know what Barney said? No not the legendary thing, the other one… “When I’m sad, I stop being said and be awesome instead.” True story.)
Anyway, this isn’t gonna be the usual “why have you forsaken me” kind of thing. It’s just… strange how people drift apart. I’d like to think it’s not the physical distance between us that changed things – I’d be really fucking ashamed of myself if it was. Of course, everyone changes, and when we change into people who no longer like each other, we just stop hanging out. I’ve read something like this somewhere, someone (getting annoying, huh?) said their friendships lasted 3 years (though it might have been 5…). By then, they’ll have had enough of each other, and whenever they meet, there are only the awkward questions – how are you, how’s your kid/mother/husband/pet rock – followed by the equally awkward silence.
Is it bound to happen this way? Can’t we… adapt? Or maybe we should just move on, instead of holding onto the memories of a person-who-was.
Now, a video… I’m still listening to Dir en Grey, but if you’ve read anything else around here, you’ve heard enough about them, so here’s Note to Self, by From First to Last, which is much more awesome than Skrillex >.<
Yay, first real post in fuck knows how long, thanks for reading, candies and unicorns for everyone.
(Unless, of course, you don’t want them. I’m not gonna force them on you… But come on,why would you not want a unicorn?)
Dalymar
